Friday, April 27, 2007 . 8:16:00 PM

today morning went school with baobei... haha... happy! finally together go school liao.. haha... today after school, dearie come to my meet us.. haha.. sadness of him, come from cck, den go back cck to watch movie.. hahaha.... meet jack at dover to acc us go watch.. sad.. as YLingz gt class so she cant come along to watch together.. rush to cck to watch 200pounds! haha... a nice show~ it end at 5pm.. den jack jack rush back to SP to fetch YLingz home.. a hardworking guy lei! haha.... den mi, baobei n dearie went to shop for a while... n i went home to meet my dad for dinner....
A tiring day~

Thursday, April 26, 2007 . 10:47:00 AM

26/04
sorry everyone! a long time nv online liao... was away from computer since monday.. sick for two days... haha... dun miss mi alots ar! hehe.. i will be back online soon.. haha... now in school using com.. as lesson was cancel n postpone to other day.. so start at 1pm today.. sadness.. nth to do... k la.. anything message to mi ok? i will miss u guys~

Take care!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 . 9:50:00 AM

24/04
staying at home again~ haiz... cant go school... thought of trying but cant.. scare there might be problem going school.. worried my stomach is bad... school is far too.. anything happen, cum home is too late.. got to rest at home.. n hope i can go school the next day!!! i really wish i can go school~ hope i get better!!!

thanx dearie, baobei, felix kor, jun xiong, wei jing... for the concern~ i will get well soon!!! 23/04
wad a monday blue~ first day of opening school.... yet i didnt went to attend.. sick n had to rest at home.. having diarrhea n vomitting in the early morning... haiz... went to see doctor, n had a day MC... after eating doctor medicine.. in the afternoon, i felt cold.... knew i m veri sick... at nite, i told my dad that i m having fever i suppose.. take temperature 38.6 degree celesis. my dad went down to the clinic n buy some fever medication n took 1 day MC for mi... is hard to lower my temperature... the whole nite i was feel hot n sweaty... wad a hard nite...

Sunday, April 22, 2007 . 3:30:00 PM

wake up at abt 10am.. dunno y, yesterday slp late at night, today wake up so early... keep sensing that my brother will come home today... taking off... den since awake.. i went down to supermarket to buy ingrediant, decided to cook some lunch for my dearie.. as he miss my cooking alot.. since today so free, cook for him lor.. den can give him a surprise later..
brought back the ingrediant, cook halfway. heard someone opening the door... thought it was my dad... oh.... no..... it was my brother... knew he will take off... indeed, his gf say he take urgent leave.. this guy always dun wanna go work.. onli wanna play majong... so play with him two round lor... win his money.. lucky!!! But sad thing... i cant meet my dearie on time. haiz.. rush my cooking n take cab down to my dear place... half way.. oh no! i tink i forgt to off the fire.. den chiong back after passing him the food. drop down at my bus stop n run back home... lucky, is off.. haiz so unforgetful of mi... rushing to pass the food. rushing to meet him. but my poor dear dear... i cant acc him even awhile.. haiz...
den reach home n had my lunch~
tml open school le.. excited abt it!!! hope the time faster reach~ 21/04
No time to blog yesterday night.. haha.. morning wake up plan to write but too early... so thought at nite free den write.. who knows.. Not free!! haha...
yesterday. as usual lor, wake up in the afternoon den eat maggi mee... wait for parent to reach home lor.... afternoon went out when they reach home.. we went outram again.. mum lor... brought the wrong lid.. went for an exchange.. dad bought perfume over dere... n mi bought covered shoe again.. haha... poke my parent money...! finish shopping it was still early, as waiting for my brother to fetch us.. so we decided to go for some snack.. haha.... my mouth itchy from home to dere... a bit hungry... so we went to eat oyster omelette~ n char kuai tiao~ nice!!! YUMYUM~ is nice... gonna try out over at outram market... haha... is the hawker center beside OG! after meeting up with my brother, he drive back to panjang to fetch his gf... n then went to have dinner together.. oh.. dinner was lousy... nv had it before... it was at cck.. where up on the hill ba... coz quite tall up.. haha.. den dad say eat "zhi char"! it was bad, their food not nice... den rush home at about 8pm... haiz.... he come back nothing is good.. haha... PLAY MAJONG again... sian! but anyway i cant slp oso la... my dearie went to clubbing... =( always cant go with him... sadness~ den play until midnight again lor... haiz...

Friday, April 20, 2007 . 9:00:00 PM

today veri shiok~ can slp till late den wake up.. haha.. wake up in the afternoon.... LoL.... den wake up cook maggi porriage! no one at home.. so poor thing eat maggi porriage.. haha.. den sit infront of my computer to chat n check my mail~
haiz checked my classmate time table, n realise that my jap lesson is different from everyone... i m alone.. so sad~ but tink of it actually nvm la.. although different. next time we can share the different method of studying ma, hor! haha.. different teacher teach tink can exchange the different method of saying japanese.. haha.... quite excited to study!!!
staying home the whole day~ waiting for my parent to reach home... wen they got home, my mum prepared dinner.. oh yumyum~ steamboat.. haha.. drool! cant wait to eat.. so had my dinner early... at night had an ice-cream~ hmm.... nice! haha.. whole day was at home slacking n waiting monday to reach! =) today veri shiok~ can slp till late den wake up.. haha.. wake up in the afternoon.... LoL.... den wake up cook maggi porriage! no one at home.. so poor thing eat maggi porriage.. haha.. den sit infront of my computer to chat n check my mail~
haiz checked my classmate time table, n realise that my jap lesson is different from everyone... i m alone.. so sad~ but tink of it actually nvm la.. although different. next time we can share the different method of studying ma, hor! haha.. different teacher teach tink can exchange the different method of saying japanese.. haha.... quite excited to study!!!
staying home the whole day~ waiting for my parent to reach home... wen they got home, my mum prepared dinner.. oh yumyum~ steamboat.. haha.. drool! cant wait to eat.. so had my dinner early... at night had an ice-cream~ hmm.... nice! haha.. whole day was at home slacking n waiting monday to reach! =)

Thursday, April 19, 2007 . 10:36:00 PM

today is a relax n busy day i suppose~
early morning wake up at 0745, went to pray my grandparent at tanjong pagar! far indeed~ den after that came back home n take a rest. after a while went out with my parent again... actually going to Kbox today, as my dad promise mi to go... but when i went out i dun feel like singing today! so tired.. so we decided to go shopping... we had our lunch at Lot1, den decided to take bus to outram to shop.... haha... went round the OG.. bought pants n shirt.. well... holiday le.. really EAT, SLEEP, GROW FAT!!! haha.. so happy... lol.. not i foot ma money.. hehe... dad bought the clothing for mi so do mum.. share lo! haha.. after that went home at about 7pm... reach home was so tired!!! went in to check my baobei time table.... excited lor... haha... wow! can check hers.. lucky... hmm not bad lor her time table.. though some nt the same... but mostly is similar la.. haha... can meet up mostly... GREAT man! checked n called her.. haha... she is happy too with her time slot ba.... I SUPPOSE! haha.... well waiting for Open School lo~ Yea!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007 . 9:30:00 PM

early morning wake up at 0610.. haha.. went to school with baobei.. meet her at 0715.. took train over.. lucky straight train to school.. haha... since a long time nv wake up so early le... haha.. for two month.. a bit not use to it.. felt sleepy indeed.. but with chatting all the way to school.. makes mi awake.. haha.. baobei went for her orientation n told the in-charge that she were be working, so cant make it on time.. she is excused earlier.. haha.. lucky no need to wait too long... haha... sitting in the canteen for a drink while waiting.. saw my lecturer.. haha.. a bit forgt wad his name.. lol... with slightly over thought, oh ya! Mr.Unni.. haha.. damn.. forgt the name sia.. haha... den after he is gone... comes another one.. this i will nt forgt ba... Mr.Rafiq.. hmm, he is sitting two table beside alone, if nt wrong, he is turning looking my side here.. well, i can say i m bad la, haha.. nv say hi... den baobei called! she can go liao.. i walk off with the pone.. lol.... "DAO HOR" haha...
went to have breakfast n lunch at tampines food court... haha.. den headed back to jurong east entertainment center to meet up my ITE pal, Yao! to go ice-skating.. haha. we had said to go skating since ITE time. finally today is the day.. haha.. so happy! really had a great time.. but we were there meeting up 12.30pm, Yao no student pass, so no unlimited time. so no choice, had to wait till 1.15pm coz the skate ring is washing the platform at 1pm.. not to waste our time, we went to take neoprint... wad a funny pic we had taken... haha... lol... i will always remember this day when i look at the pic. went in at 1.15pm, den a bit scare. heart popping out soon. haha... a long time since i went to skate during my secondary sch time wen i m 13yrs old. haha.. really duNno hw to play.. lucky gt yao! he teach us the basic of skating. i too stupid le la. cant catch up the stunt quickly.. baobei is a good quick skater i can say.. she learn up the skill veri fast.. really pei fu her alot... haha... watching her n yao were skating till so happy, i felt happy, glad, warming etc~ after the skate... three of us! sitting dere to release the painful leg we had.. haha... so painful coz is tight... argh! i tink i had sprink my hand... coz gt a stupid guy standing dere dunno for wad! Son of a BITCH la..... "hai wo"... still a bit pain~ well... after skating, we went for a walk around the JE center... haha.. a long time since i graduate frm secondary sch. den went to eat "Wanton mee". all cause yao eat till so nice like tt, den it tempted mi... haha... had my dinner instead lor.. haha.. den after that baobei go play her game for present.. den go home le.. haha... tts all lor.. my day pass like this again.... real fast!

thanx baobei n yao for going skating~ Lets go again next time! 17/04
argh: forgt to write my blog.. haha.... busy busy! went out early morning to meet my classmate, xiong to JE complex for a swim. well went once myself so lonely, he tinks of going to suntan, jus nice.. go together. haha... nice outing! n chat in the pool.. thanx xiong! but sorry i cant acc u to sim lim.. haha..
finish swimming at 12pm, my korkor came to fetch mi home.. haiz.. still gt wad!! wan mi to go hm early to play majong with him n my mum... majong King!!! den he stay until night lor.. haha.. poke his money!!! ask him to buy crabs for mi to eat! wa.. veri nice veri big.. haha.. first time eat so big crab in my lifetime.. u cant imagine it... it was like the tv show which they were eating the "gong" big big one.. wow! one mouthful without the shell.... SHIOK MAN! the juice n the fragrant.. real nice.. haha... "Drool" pepper crab~ thanx korkor for spending so expensive crab! haha... YUMYUM~

Monday, April 16, 2007 . 7:32:00 PM

haha.... i better nothing to do... blog lor.. haha...

well.... haiz... when can i have a stable relationship whereby, my parent, my relative can know the relationship between mi n my dearie... i m tolerating... every year going on and on... my dear was the one suffering... really make him feel so sad n unhappy day n day! i jus wan to have a good relationship with my dear.. staying by his side wenever he meet with difficulties or when he needs mi.. but now cant... dad restrict mi from having a bf at tis age.. he says that this age study cannot have bf, he thinks tt it might ruin my studies.. but where gt.. i been with my dear so long, my result isnt it the same... i noe wad he is thinking... he thinks that there is lots of bad guys around.. he doesnt wan mi to happen on me.. he worries i will anyhow... well... i listen to him lor.. dun steady first... after my studies den! i will annouce to him... i wan my dear be happy... i wan him to be the most xin fu among my all bf.. i really do~

this few days i keep yi shen yi gui... i really scare my dear will dun wan mi one day~ coz i really love him alot.... today is a carefree day! haha... at home.. msn, checking my friendster, waiting for the night to fall.. haha.. nth to do so was taking poto with my laptop camera! haha.......

Sunday, April 15, 2007 . 4:35:00 PM

haha.... quite a few day didnt post out already! hehe.... this few days were at home. playing majong with my bro, his gf, mum n dad..... taking turn la! where gt majong 5 person rite! haha.. so msn oso nv log in~ haha.. sorry guys!
well not in a veri good mood this few days... dunno y! hope things get it right all the way!
~ nothing particular special this few days, well at home, watch television, play majong, den sleep liao... life continue like this since last friday i suppose! haha...
SP, NP etc.... opening school on the 16 april, monday. haha.... we TP 23 april den open school. one week more to rest! lol... miss school alot.. especially i m excited to go school with my baobei YZ... haha... i m really veri excited.. we two can go school together n go home together, shopping together.. etc.... i m really veri veri happy........... haha....

CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 . 3:14:00 PM

had a tiff at 9 April nite. y? always mi! cant i do wad i like, say or eat wad i wan. 20 years! being at home alone, or with u all.... u all still dun understand or know wad i like to eat? i m not a kid anymore. y still force mi to eat wad i dun like to eat. so angry.... that i thrown away the whole packet of brown rice away. and made my dad scold mi n my mum get scolded by him. heard her cried n scolding mi. I dun give it a DAMN! y? always mi, not my fault, knew i dun like to eat dun cook so much, i dun eat den u should know he give mi a damn face, wasnt u wan tis to happen? i m your DAUGHTER! NOT YUR MAID OR WADEVER! no one cares or concern abt mi.... 20 years, i always get scolded mostly, wad do u all care about, korkor only.. u all dun feel it at all, always n everyday worried abt he nv come home, he stay outside, all tis all that.. den wad, told mi abt wad his doing.. DEN? ask auntie to say mi, wen u all cant tok back with each other.. wad u all wan mi to do. wan mi to tell kor wad u all tink.... dun be IDIOT, he NOT my son! I DUN GIVE IT A DAMN, he coming back or nt, is u all de problem..... i jus wan to do wad i tink is right. i always think abt the future for u all first. do u all think abt mi, how i feel? so wad that i m a fillial daughter or nt, u all still wan SON BUT NOT DAUGHTER... no matter how yur son treat u all, u all will jus "xin ruan" n tts all for it wen he is back or nv listen to wad u all say..... how abt mi? i jus listen to u all, stay home and tt it! u all gt care abt mi or nt! u all dun let mi go out with frenz, ok i stay home. wad u all told mi to do, i listen, cant i do something with on my own or i like~ i m a human NOT A DOG!
I M YOUR CHILD>YOUR OWN DAUGHTER!



10 APRIL
went swimming alone, the moment i wake up. feel more relaxed. think alot of things while swimming in the water. wad if i m drown or dead outside? will dere anyone care? is it my fault to make my parent qurrel? wad should i do? buy back the rice to my dad? wad will happen if tonite get scolded again? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ i jus hoping open school faster. at least gt something for mi to busy with.
Reach home watch tv! play com and waiting for the nite to fall~ n pass to the next day!

Monday, April 9, 2007 . 2:37:00 PM

7 April

Tuesday, April 3, 2007 . 4:55:00 PM

a day passes so soon~ went out after i wake up, haha... went to Buy some ingrediants to prepare for a special day! haha... cannot say wad day... well..... haben bought finish yet, got to finish my shopping ingrediant another day... now back Home to prepare dinner... so relax! can sit infront of the computer to chat again.. haha... lol....

yesterday 2nd april, heard that my baobei can go in TP. i was jumping with joy, thinking of going school and after school together.. i was really veri veri happy n excited for the day to come.. never expected that she will get approved at the last minute. coz actually last week before april, TP given her a notice that it is unsuccessful for the course she wan, she was sad, so m i. But Now really glad that finally we can get together again.. haha.. though she different course from mi, but hope she get her time table abt the same with mi , den gt ppl acc together le.. haha... QUOTE: Baobei, jiayou O! since now got course to study le, we must together jia you O! yes! GO, GO, JIAYOU~

Monday, April 2, 2007 . 4:13:00 PM

nothing to do, everyday at home. everyday wake up, sit infront of laptop, ~check mail, check up friendster, chit chat in msn... eat n slp... watch television show.... haiz... dunNo wanna do wad oso... wan to do something, but was lazy to do it... everyday slack n slack n slack at home.... No where to go oso... my frens all working , arbo in camp... so lazy man to go out........ weather oso no gd.. haha..... darkness of home....