Thursday, May 31, 2007 . 9:05:00 PM

Happy Vesak Day...

Been a long time Nv post up le.... sorry guys~

Today, is a public holiday... so No need go school....
tis few weeks, i was really very very busy.... my school work, projects, quiz.... all come in a strike of thunder..... without giving mi any breathing spaces allowance..... finally everything is over.... rested for a day....~ shiok man!

wake up in the morning, meet up with my dearie to have lunch together... den after tt went to shop at lot 1 awhile... was raining when i was abt to go home.. no choice.. have to take bus one round, den drop at my hse so tt gt shelter.. when we reach the bus-stop..no rain le.. haha... den dear fetch me home... so long nv see him... really miss him alot... tis week is actually a busy weeks for us too.. a hard time we can meet each other... after a while, he went home le....

at night... went out to dinner with my parent... shop at pasar malam... bought some cute stuff.. hehe.. not sticker tis time... haha... den after tt went home le..
time passes by really fast... a day before i slept has already over.......................

tml go school le...... den for jus an hour den can go home le.. WTH!!!!! haiz.. no choice.... go lo..... waste time ma....... sad~

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 . 8:27:00 PM

19/05

parent went oversea le..... sadness.. been at home slping till afternoon.. dear went fishing with raygen.. didnt went along... meet my god-didi to bugis walk walk....

meet Him at 2.15pm.... haha....... den walk walk walk till suntec.. haha.. den went to buy bubble tea, den to arcade.. haha, favourite place! den saw alot of cute bears! oh my god, love it lor.. but cant caught one.. argh.. we saw a pokupipe[dunno hw to spell] hehe.. den he say the big stone nice meh? haha.. cute! i wasted on that too.. is easy to caught man.. jus need to knock it down... i thought i gt skill.. last time i always do such thing.. but is fails... argh! forgtton the skill to kock a bear into the hole.. shitty... after that a guy use "1 DOLLAR" den knock down le.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... ah bish! killed myself man!!! haiz.. that bear dun belong to mi man! But i really wanted to play more de.. But limited cash to spend.. becoz of that waster my didi 1 dollar.. haha... den faster cum out or i will get crazy.. haha.. so brought him to the sky garden located at suntec. oops.... we saw wad shouldnt be saw during the morning. haha.. ppl kissing.. haha... well that is a couples dating places.. haha.. den chat for a while.. we decided to go esplanade to look at the big ferries wheel... haha.. was lost at sky garden. cant find the exit out of the roof.. haha.. merry go round.. he was so anxious about it.. his expression was funny.... chatting for quite a long time, looking at sea.... i felt relax.... saw fishes swimming inside the water... was time to go back to bugis.. den walked around for a while den go back dear hse for dinner...

[didi, fun n nice chatting with you, u r great fren of mine.. meet up again. LOVE YA~ n thanks for accompany shopping up n down.. haha..]

went dear's cousin hse for dinner.. saw the fish that he caught back.. veri big size.. wow.. my dear dear so li hai wor.. haha... should be his first time fish such a big big big fish. till his fish rod string i tink, spoilt.... haha.. power! den went back his hse to watch television show... after a while, his camp mate called him.. asked him out for clubbing again! tt nite i actually meeting my classmate to club too.. But in the end, we nv meet.. so went alone with dear to meet up his camp mate to Zouk! a fun time there.. first time went with dearie to clubbing.. hope can go again with him next time.. haha.. dun see he so zhen dang! oh no.. he dance....! haha.. cOw dance!!! hahahahahaha.. oops! =X later he gonna kill mi liao.. haha... LOL.. den reach there abt 1am... haha.. know his buddy.. he is quite fun.. he dun dance.. he stand still in the dance floor.. i feel that he look like a stature!!! haha.. so i told my dearie.. he look like "mu tou".. so he looked at mi.. i was like toking to my buddy like tt... i jus shoot Him.. "1 2 3 mu tou ren!" haha.. he knew that game as well.. he really keep still den wen we clap, he move.. haha.. was fun... but most cute is my dear of coz.. haha.. at Future! beside zouk.. i saw a tv show guy.. he is actually a extra that snap that type of tv show during real story line"cong feng" i suppose... he look so familiar, no wonder.. wow.. he is quite cute.. short, man, chubby.. haha... nice look la.. haha.. oh o! yao si, see guys infront of my dear.. nvm la.. he oso see gal wad.. haha.. LOL.. the guys there r meant to giv mi see, even though i dun wanna see... wahahaha,, =P!


dance till 4 pm.. was tired, leg pain! but nv let dear Know... den reach hm at abt 5am.. the first time i reach home so late.. whooo!

[thanx dear for bringing mi to club.. have alot alot of fun with you.. muack.. i love you dear!]

20/05

Happy birthday to you mummy......!

sleep till 12pm, den went over to have lunch at dear hse.. haha.. den acc him a while till abt 4 plus... i went to meet my bro gf.. we going to suntec to meet my kor for dinner... sadness.. cant acc my dear... waited for kor till 9.30pm den have dinner.. so late.. we went to have steamboat in the end. haha.. my favourite.. haha.. yumyum... den reach home.. study a bit of my espac.. as next day is my test.. argh.. alway ling shi bao fuo jiao! haha... den go slp le after a while of touching the book. hehe.. tiring~

21/05

went to school for lesson in the morning. den after school reach cck was abt 7plus.. called my parent. ask where were they... they r on their way back... so i went to have dinner alone first den meet up with them at cck interchange,to go back home together.. they nv really buy anything back.. .sadness, but predicted... haha... only biscult.. haiz not i wan de! sian.. but they have fun can le.. =)

Friday, May 18, 2007 . 10:31:00 PM

today tp is conducting CCN day.. so lesson end quite early, but after the lesson, we went for group discussion, regarding IHT project..

meeting baobei, raygen, jack n my dear to have lunch at bugis to eat pastamania.. since quite a long time nv meet up le.. tis time YL cant join us again... she is in school for lesson... had a great fun anyway.. but hope next time we can really get together with YL n chester as well........

finishing the lunch is abt 5 pm... argh.. den reach home probably 6pm den had my dinner again with my parent at coffee shop.. WTH.. But nv eat much la.. so full... dun wanna grow fat..

at nite... called my dear... was toking abt my parent going oversea the next day.. haiz.. thought veri happy abt it... but thinking that the time getting shorter that my hse gonna be no one else with me till monday. was nt use to it.... den toking to him n discuss hw we gonna to plan for the weekends... den was like wad he name, he wan it to be.. i say cannot tis n that.. But really ma... was veri veri upset.. i didnt mean it.. i m getting tired. i m really veri tired................................ i m tired that we keep qurreling with each other everytime now....... i really dun wanna tis to happen. i wan the time which we were happily n enjoying... i really wish n hope.. But things seem starting to be totally different.... the way he talk, the way he express, the way of his attitude, the way of his action, his speaking.. will always make mi sad n unhappy.. i dun like the way he is NOW!!! i really dun like.. ='( i cant do anything...

Y Y Y Y???? Y every guy in tis world are all the same.. he is slowly been changing to wad a "guy" will treat mi last time... the painfulness he gave mi.. really hurts! guys r the same.. same thinking, same mind-set...... SAME!!! i really wish i can be quiet, rather be a quiet gal n dun speak an words out of my heart!!! ='( sadness everyday..
a scar in the heart cannot be mend, a scar, will always leave down the mark!~
is guy stupid? guy really dunno wad a gal wants? or they are jus pretending not to know? i really dun understand guys anymore.... or m i too irritating, to irritate a guy so easily?

sadness sadness sadness...............................................................................................

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 . 7:57:00 PM

OH finally.. the blog is back to square!! haha.. been waiting for the blog to be fixed by the maintenance for so long... wa kao!

anyway.. updated file.. haha.. tis few days.. nv had a good night sleepin.. everyday busy with my project.. DA Po JI Lu... i yesterday slept 5 hrs onli wor.. den go school liao.. haha.. arent it a miracles? hahaha.... busy my jap project to show sinseh(teacher)..

today is daniel's mum birthday... so after school have to rush to his house to help Him buy a cake n present to his mum.. his mum nt at home at 5plus so early, as she is working.. den gt to pass it to his dad.. on his way home.. was so scare tt i might get scolded or nt.. coz waste money Buy thing for his mum.. haha... his family "kou tou zhang": [aiyo, lang fei qian la, bu yong mai la.. duo bu yong hua qian mai de].. hahahaha.. see clever mi can memorise liao... hehe..

reach home had my dinner.... telephone from his mum.. oh o! haha... scare she dun like it, but she called to thankx mi.. haha.. anyway hope she like the present i bought for her.. dunno wad to get for her, so bought a bag for her, so tt she can bring to work... haha..

waiting for my dearie call mi, den i jiu yao....... GO SLP LOR........... haha.......

Monday, May 14, 2007 . 10:05:00 PM

today.. on my way Home alone from cck... i deeply miss my dearie alot... listening to the mp3 player... Full house OST... "I think I Love You".. a nice n romantic song from korea..... well... i deeply in love with tis song since the first time i listen n watch the VCD show..... while listening to tis song.. on the bus... i was looking out of the window.. saw a couple was so lovely.. miss the time when dearie was beside mi.. been a long long time nv meet Him... nv Hug Him... nv kisses Him... tt not important.. as long as his heart is with me...

I do wanna tell Him that i LOVE HIM, I MISS HIM DEEPLY DEEPLY... i really hope we can be freely together...... being by each other side....


Hope his sadness day will come along with many surprises...

Saturday, May 12, 2007 . 12:55:00 PM

sorry. tis few days the blog seem to be in a weird mode.. so nv blog for quite a few days.. n oso quite busy around with school n personal things... nt in a very gd mood as well...

duNno y.... drifting n drifting... changing lots.... which i hate it.... not the same since i know.... getting different.. n i dunno wad the reason.... i simply dun understand a little anymore... i m really.................................................................................................. (sad)

Saturday, May 5, 2007 . 8:21:00 PM

tis few weeks nv write blog le.. was busy around! well actually nt veri busy oso.. jus that nv go online for days.. open school already.. so whenever i reach home, is my dinner time and my tv show time.. haha... so nv go online unless i gt homework or project to search. well.. i will try to write about my daily life... haha...

get together soon~