Monday, July 6, 2009 . 6:27:00 PM

finally, finish the 'my girl'... is so romantic and handsome.. :P i really like the lead very much. so pathetic and romantic. haha.. tink i watched tis drama till i forgt abt my bf.. these few day like nv tok to him much.. like ignored him le.. oh o! but he oso busy with his exam ba. so i tink is ok. drama keep me busy oso, so that i wun bother him. hehe... he dun like mi find him too ba..

now i gonna start on serious work now... chionging the show whole night and day. hehe.. no need to watch the tv series now. so slow.. always gan chiong part den finish already. lucky tis lappy gt the drama series show.. haha.. dun let me see any loving korean show already.. please! i need to study! hahaha... 6 more weeks... QUICK QUICK QUICK!!! i wan to slack! please! hahaha

Saturday, July 4, 2009 . 3:50:00 PM

Oh no... this korean drama is nice.. gosh! i'm addicted to it... it is funny and oso good looking. haha. hmmmm. nice show...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 . 10:56:00 PM

Wad a day! gosh! i tink prayer dun get my pray yesterday.. today is totally a sucky n unlucky day. i believe next time i will NOT be a engineer in future, becoz it does not suit my character at ALL!!! this is wad happen!

Today is my Major Project(MP) presentation, and i have prepare my slide of wad i have done during my Student Internship Program. was excited at the beginning of time, but things does not go well when it was my turn. wad i can say is totally SUCKs! argh! WAD THE HELL!!!! WTF la.. [sorry trying to be control ,myself].

Presentation does not depend on ur attire, ur speech nor the slide. is all depend on all the shit that u do during SIP has to be great and work like a professional. WTH! with our knowledge and freshie, wad do u expect us to do in a big company?! alot of work to do which we r not familiar nor touch before?! which employer dares to pass u all the work at once when u r doing attachment using SCHOOL intern? Then i actually kanna shoot like nobody business during the presentation, the slide, the presenting, the way i going to talk and present my work was all gone to a waste. which mean that i did not present my slide at all! becoz the judges has noe wad i going to present becoz tt last batch student had presented wad i going to present and so they r not interested. WTH la! The work i did is similar from last batch student is becoz we r attached to the same job scope. but as a judges, u cant say that u heard it before and can jus skip n cut my presentation. due to time extented by other student and i have to cut short my time? is non-of my BUSINESS lor... u can ask them to present within 15mins and go, but y did u allows them to present over-time.

i cant totally blame them becoz of this.. the question they asked mi, i does not know how to answer as well, i can say i have forgt and i does not want to answer rubbish to them too, if i not clear about it. But i jus cant stand that actually i kanna insulted. it was the FIRST n LAST presentation that i had overcome in my lifetime. wa kao! my presentation was always perfect and think i m a perfect speaker to present my thing. but today, i was totally pushed down, i suppose till the hole on the floor is not enough for me to hide.

is totally an insult! jus not happy that i cant answer their question, even though i have learnt in school before. but those stuff r years before! my god! who will remember it?! u have to look through once again too before u can answer them. will u remember what u did in secondary school? the day when teacher ask u the blah blah blah question? if u noe, den i gan bai xia feng manx! wa lao! i admit my memory is no gd at all. tts y i always listen n write down wad ppl said early on, rather den listen and forget abt it ltr when i walk away. there r no one with perfect brain memory.

Jus dunno wad to say.. everything is over... jus hopefully can graduate with pass marks ba.. jus too sian liao abt studies... i tink in future i will not or rather hate to work as a engineer! coz it really makes my day bad!!!! really really bad!!! haiz... tink i scare my fren jus nw too. n thx gals for comforting mi all along.. :)

feeling better now, but still cant cure the deep cut in my heart! :(