Friday, May 18, 2007 . 10:31:00 PM
today tp is conducting CCN day.. so lesson end quite early, but after the lesson, we went for group discussion, regarding IHT project..meeting baobei, raygen, jack n my dear to have lunch at bugis to eat pastamania.. since quite a long time nv meet up le.. tis time YL cant join us again... she is in school for lesson... had a great fun anyway.. but hope next time we can really get together with YL n chester as well........
finishing the lunch is abt 5 pm... argh.. den reach home probably 6pm den had my dinner again with my parent at coffee shop.. WTH.. But nv eat much la.. so full... dun wanna grow fat..
at nite... called my dear... was toking abt my parent going oversea the next day.. haiz.. thought veri happy abt it... but thinking that the time getting shorter that my hse gonna be no one else with me till monday. was nt use to it.... den toking to him n discuss hw we gonna to plan for the weekends... den was like wad he name, he wan it to be.. i say cannot tis n that.. But really ma... was veri veri upset.. i didnt mean it.. i m getting tired. i m really veri tired................................ i m tired that we keep qurreling with each other everytime now....... i really dun wanna tis to happen. i wan the time which we were happily n enjoying... i really wish n hope.. But things seem starting to be totally different.... the way he talk, the way he express, the way of his attitude, the way of his action, his speaking.. will always make mi sad n unhappy.. i dun like the way he is NOW!!! i really dun like.. ='( i cant do anything...
Y Y Y Y???? Y every guy in tis world are all the same.. he is slowly been changing to wad a "guy" will treat mi last time... the painfulness he gave mi.. really hurts! guys r the same.. same thinking, same mind-set...... SAME!!! i really wish i can be quiet, rather be a quiet gal n dun speak an words out of my heart!!! ='( sadness everyday..
a scar in the heart cannot be mend, a scar, will always leave down the mark!~
is guy stupid? guy really dunno wad a gal wants? or they are jus pretending not to know? i really dun understand guys anymore.... or m i too irritating, to irritate a guy so easily?
sadness sadness sadness...............................................................................................